Old and Dusty Things

Here are a few from Puerto Rico that I failed to post...weeks...ago...

straw hat
the smell of coffee beans
he leans as he speaks
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plantation stroll
'the beans are not ripe yet'
soft hum of machinery

I visited Hacienda de San Pedro in Jayuya, PR, one of two primary coffee-growing provinces. This was one of the plantations, and it was a beautiful, sunny day in a rural green valley when I was there. The coffee was out of this world, and cheap, so I appropriately maximized the situation and crushed five lattes/machiatos within two hours as I sat talking to the plantation owner and a regular in the cafe, after the tour. Both had excellent mustaches and became even more loud and jovial after shots of a homemade underneath-the-counter coffee liquor.

steady dripping
the chirping of bats - suddenly!
a bright expanse

The morning of, I went caving in central PR. The access was easy: a short 15-minute jaunt in a sylvan, green wood. It led to two separate caves. The superior one, Cueva Ventana, is described in the above haiku. It was absolutely breathtaking. And once again, I was so frustrated I didn't have a camera. Oh well, someone else did. Here they are:

Since this post is reporting things old, I'll share a quote from an old book I'm rereading. If I would recommend any nonfiction book, I would recommend The Imitation of Christ, by Thomas a Kempis. A monk in the Dutch order the Brethren of the Common Life, this classic work is so dense and rich with truth and instruction in strengthening godliness, receiving grace, building virtue and overcoming vice. Other books are more enjoyable, interesting, or appealing perhaps, but the words in this book have such a heavy weight of value and meaning that it sets it far above others (in my opinion).


"[On the last day], every trial borne in patience will be pleasing and the voice of iniquity stilled; the devout will be glad; the irreligious will mourn; and the mortified body will rejoice far more than if it had been pampered with every pleasure. Then the cheap garment will shine with splendor and the rich one become faded and worn; the poor cottage will be more praised than the gilded plalace. In that day persevering patience will count more than all the power in this world; simple obedience will be exalted above all worldly cleverness; a good and clean conscience will gladden the heart of man far more than the philosophy of the learned; and contempt for riches will be of more weight than every treasure on earth." (Book I, chapter XXIV)

"I do not desire consolation that robs me of contrition, nor do I care for contemplation that leads to pride, for not all that is high is holy, nor is all that is sweet good, nor every desire pure, nor all that is dear to us pleasing to God. I accept willingly the grace whereby I become more humble and contrite, more willing to renounce self." (Book II, chapter X)

two from El Yunque, Puerto Rico

frog chirps interrupt

the sound of rushing streams

and waterfalls

the highest peak

clouds blanket our ascent

and oh! the wind!

Good Friday 2012

full moon
warm breeze through my hair
conflicting desires

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years go by...
He is ever the same
so I may change

Words and pictures

Last time I dated a girl, it lasted about four months. It didn’t seem very long. I’ve been on St. John about four months. It seems…very long. I feel like I’ve gotten AT LEAST to second base with St. John (in those morally noble and gentlemanly ways) and so my days off are no longer exploration trips, but instead visits to my favorite places, based on experience and process of elimination – in the future I want to point out some of the more fun things to do on St. John that you may or may not read in a guidebook. Today is for storytime, however. Gather round kids.

There once was a magical place called St. John, where the hiking was of low intensity, low mileage, and high in spectacular vistas. The guts are by far some of the best areas to explore, unless you are elderly, inexperienced, or a daytime-soap-opera type of person. A gut is essentially a carved-out waterway between two mountains where the rains flush through on their way to the ocean. The environment is really undeveloped, rugged, and diverse, and changes dramatically depending on where the gut is and how often its been raining. They are areas that are just teeming with wildlife, due to all the fresh water being carried through and the lack of development and traffic. The gut is sort of like a creek bed filled with massive boulders, fallen trees, and carved-out freshwater pools that can be as deep as 15 feet, as well as some spectacular waterfalls set right in that tropical setting. Along the banks are all sorts of neat fruit-bearing trees, endless green and purple ferns, and smaller tributary creeks contributing to the gut. All sorts of animals chill out in the area: crabs and shrimp and crawdads make a seafood buffet in the pools, dragonflies hover all over, and Jack Spaniards (the local bee flavor) keep you alert, and wild pigs romp around.

 (The beginning of Battery Gut.)

I’ll definitely describe some of the guts specifically in said future post, but this morning I started my day off bright and early by doing Battery Gut (named after a battle between rebellious slaves and their owners back in the day. And no, I haven’t found any spears or muskets in the water…yet). I was joined by a good friend and fellow explorer Andrew, who will probably be making many a guest appearance in future narratives. We’d both already done this gut (its definitely one of the better ones on the island), but due to a heavy period of rain the last week (here, the showers are either 7 minutes or 7 days), we were pretty stoked for all the freshwater pools to be filled and the waterfalls to be a-pourin. We were hiking/scrambling/hopping our way down this rock-strewn gut, but we had to do so cautiously because most of the smaller rocks were slick from the recent rainfall. The bigger ones were drier, so we were aiming our jumps for those boulders (on a previous hike as Andrew did this, a friend asked him, ”Why do you hate your ankles so much?") Its easy to jump seven to ten feet down or across, or both, and places like that tend to bring out the 9-year old boy in most people. 

(Not the 70-foot waterfall - but a great area still. Ends in a nice, deep pool.)

After about an hour, we arrived at a stunning 70-foot waterfall with an astonishing vista-view of the lush green mountains and then onto the ocean. The top of the waterfall had a large shelf about ten feet down where the water collected into this perfectly round, ten foot carved basin and then spilled down another 60 feet into a wider pool. It’s the sort of place that you just have to stop for a little while, as it has the perfect blend of the sublime and the serene, power and peacefulness. Eventually, we pulled ourselves out of the restful reverie and began cautiously scrambling down the waterfall, which was angled at a mostly-comfortable 120 degrees. There were plenty of hand- and foot-holds…in most places. I was most of the way down and was experimenting with an orange-ish bumpy substance near the waterflow that I’d noticed, which had deceivingly terrific traction. I was commenting on this to Andrew as I inched my way down with my hands confidently in my pockets, and he replied that he’d seen it too, but “don’t get it confused with the slimy reddish stuff near it which is really sli-“ and as he finished his sentence (ppery, for the slower audience) my feet started sliding, my arms started windmilling and before you knew it, I was the classic cartoon-on-a-banana-peel just trying to stay upright as I built up speed, careening down the waterfall, and shot off the ten-foot drop-off into the murky pool of unknown depth below! Right before I hit the water at full, uncontrolled speed, I belted out my potentially last words: “MY CAMERA!” Hoping that my legs had better luck than the camera in my back pocket, I splashed into the just-deep enough 3-foot pool of water and popped out deeply relived and slightly shaken (this was a very different experience than my gig as a stunt double for The Last of the Mohicans). 

(This IS the waterfall, from a distance.)

My safe landing gave Andrew permission to laugh hysterically, and we continued to scramble and bounce our way down as the boulders grew bigger, the pools grew deeper, and my confidence once again grew from that of my mother’s to a 9-year-old at recess. Thank goodness, because right before the last section, some kind soul had set up an epic rope swing over a pool, from a boulder a solid 25 feet up. We took turns swinging and jumping and whooping (injury-free, though not without foolishness), and after collecting some delicious-smelling bay rum leaves (which serve as excellent aftershave alternatives), then hitchhiked back and debated whether or not we were created with purpose or, made from chaos, we made it ourselves.

“I would rather be ashes than dust! I would rather that my spark should burn out in a brilliant blaze than it should be stifled by dry-rot. I would rather be a superb meteor, every atom of me in magnificent glow, than a sleepy and permanent planet. The function of man is to live, not to exist. I shall not waste my days trying to prolong them. I shall use my time.” -Jack London

“Live as if Christ died yesterday, rose this morning & is coming back tomorrow.” - Martin Luther

Me, at the deli afterwards: Oh! Chicken pot pie!

Andrew: Dude, those are like my three favorite things!

(This post is dedicated to those who have kept reading, despite my recent posts being somewhat analytical and pessimistic. Its also dedicated to the STUD that put that rope swing up…he must’ve smoked so much dope first. Its also dedicated to Daniel, who did sermon prep instead of joining us. Kid’s got his head on straight.)

So I learned about haikus after I started writing them.

Note: 2 out of 3 of these links are absolutely vile and intellectually subhuman. Mom, don't get ticked at me.

So I read this incredibly informative article on the philosophy behind haikus. And I realized I've been doing  it all wrong, as most of us WASPish public school kids who think any 5-7-5 poem automatically equals what is the ancient and developed Japanese art of contemplative description called 'haiku.' Hmm, a cross-culture miscommunication. Imagine that. Anyhow, I've already been attempting to think and reflect based on these concepts, and so my future haikus will hopefully represent that better than these last two remnants of my ignorant ambition do.

Kevin quit school

Chico sleeps and smokes ganja

Tyrone might make it.

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The dark comes quickly

Sun sinks behind still islands -

I, at rest, at last

The first one is about the young black native community here on the island, and probably back in the States too, from what I understand. Obviously, there are many factors as to why this demographic is struggling in various aspects (ie. lack of father figures/positive male role models, education not being a value, radio rap, etc.), and this poem just reflects on the sad state. It also notes that there are always individuals that can overcome and rise above, finding success (note: constructive, not necessarily Christian however) through hard work, ambition, education, and long-term goals. I see so much potential in Tyrone, and pray for him often.

The second one is about how awesome it is to finish working for the day, and that being in a beautiful environment makes it that much more rich. You settle as the day does; its a neat unity.

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I penned this one in my head as I walked across the street from my apartment to use the free public wifi.

Blaring bar music

The smell of evening marijuana - 

So this is island life.

(This post is dedicated to Alysius, who is graduating college this year with a degree in electrical engineering, Jason Horn, who has been trying to change the lives of kids at Lifeline, and the Tap Room, for having free wifi...for 45 minutes. This post is not dedicated to work, Waka Flocka Flame - watch it at 2:44, and every English teacher who misinformed me about haikus. Its like a literature conspiracy.)

April 8 (Easter brings new life in more ways than one)

constant frustration,
no solutions, no fairness.
my two week's notice.

the end of a stage
the advent of anything.
my two week's notice.

(Dedicated to all the climbing dirtbags at the Red, Greg Mu and funemployment, and my current employer and supervisor.)

Stage 2, Like a Regulator

I know see why half the blogs I follow stopped being updated six months into their genesis, for I too have lost the motivation to blog. With the amount of time and thought that generally goes into it, with the other things I’d rather do, and with the difficulty I have in describing St. John and life in general through the medium of mere words, I am officially acknowledging that I am retiring this report…kind of.

Instead of using little microcosmic stories to tell of my adventures in broader terms, I will now update in another form. One that is probably more helpful to me and my original intentions (see the first post about my miserable memory and Augustine the Jerk), and more elusive to you, O reader.

Last night at work, while waiting for the last people to leave Scott Beach, I gazed out over the quiet sea to watch the burning orange sun setting over St. Thomas, reflecting its yellow and pink hues off of grey-blue clouds. There was such a tranquility about it all, I became very thoughtful and rested, and was able to finalize in my mind something I had been developing for weeks, if not months: a haiku. And then, like the slow but steady incoming of a ship into harbor, I recognized that the medium of the haiku is a wonderful way to (a) think deeply about a person, place, thing, or idea; (b) describe it in its most fundamental essence; (c) trigger my memory of such a thing later on down the road.

           

So henceforth I will (primarily) utilize haikus for the next underdetermined period of time in updated my blog. Some will be merely descriptive, reminding me of the simple things of everyday living; others will be more exploratory and evocative of the deeper truths and mysteries surrounding and inhabiting us. Some may include brief notes, longer explanations, or nothing at all.

Enough with the tomfoolery! Here is the first:

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Tides do not advance

Wave upon wave hits the shore

Saved by grace not works

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This haiku, and this haiku project, was rather inspired by a close friend and fellow blogger of mine, who captured much of the same scenario in a haiku he penned.

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Were effort success

I’d be proud, exalted…spent

‘Strive to enter rest?’

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…God, that’s deep.

(This post is dedicated to everyone who started a blog and didn’t continue it, Andrew Husen, Japan who has haikus and sushi but not Jesus, Zomboy, Paul, and the author of Hebrews, who is not Paul. Dad, you know I’ll win that debate every time!)